I hope everyone is doing well. I am doing all right. I had a depression spell that lasted for a couple of weeks. I am now coming out of it. My mind is returning to normal. It’s hard to explain. When I get that depressed, my mind goes to my dark place, and I withdraw from people. I had to explain that to my supervisor today. She understood. We had a brief chat today about everything why I have withdrawn. But today I came out of a dark place to see the light. I’m glad to be on the other side of this damn depression. It sucks to be depressed and it sucks even more when it’s bad like it was the last couple of weeks.
Work has been tough, but I am doing better, I think. I didn’t use any FML today. I was at work all day and that is something for me to do on a Thursday. I was looking at my tracker and I do believe this is the first. It’s a small baby step.
I’ll have July 4th off so that will be nice. Only 4 days left next week. The goal is to make it the whole week without using FML. I really would like a full check for once. I think I will be able to do it. I try and make little goals like that to see if I can do it. Also, FML means Family Medical Leave Act. I use it when I can’t work and suffering from a burst of anxiety or depression.
Well, that is it for now. Not much to say. Not like a lot of people read the blog and for those that do, thank you. It means a lot to me that you read it and I like your comments as well, when you leave them. With that, I wish you happiness. I’ll write again soon.
Oh PS: Come to find out I have Gallbladder Stones and calcification around my spine. Iam going to the doctor in July for what we are going to do next and some other personal things I need to talk to him about. All I can say is it sucks getting old. My birthday is right around the order. I’ll be 48 soon and single as a dollar bill. Who would want this? I mean I have lost a lot of weight but still. Ya’ll takes care now, you hear.
Love,
Jackamus
