Happy May……

Well, I have not had a lot today or on my mind lately. I feel like I am in a good place mentally. At least for the time being. That…

Some days….

Some days I sit here and think about death and suicide and I sometimes feel a overwhelming sense of relief and that the pain and suffering would be gone. No…

Happy Birthday Mom!

I miss you, I love you. If there is a afterlife, I hope I get to see you again. I hate being without you. Also, I am sorry for being…