Damn it all to hell. Some changes took place at work this week that changes my work assignment for 6 weeks. I am so pissed about it. There is just nothing I could do. I am a peon, I have NO power at all to bring about change at work. Sadly I have to go with the flow, but I do raise my voice when I am pissed about a decision that is being made that has a HUGE impact me. I was able to stay with my current assignment if I wanted to work Thurs thru Sun from 12PM to 11PM. Right now I am Mon thru Fri 8:30AM to 5:30PM and I just could not make that leap. That is huge change and that also would impact when and how I take my medication for my my type 2 diabetes. So, I forced to go with the change that we have promised would end on 10/24/21. We shall see if what happens and what is stop them in the future from just tossing us around like rag dolls. Just makes me nervous about future interactions.
Thankfully I work with a bunch of great teammates who will the six weeks better. We have each others back. We seem to be a good group of friends. This is by far one of the best group of people I have worked with. We really do try to support each other. I know it is cheesy to say but we really do get a long. I am glad I am working with this wonderful group of people. Even though most of the are as weird as I am. <hehehe>. Sadly, I can’t say that for people. I’ll leave that for another. One last thing, the good team members I am talking about keep me from being so lonely and that helps with my depression. I really do love all of them!
Well, you ask how I am doing? You probably didn’t but I will tell you anyway. I am doing okay. I could be better. But honestly my mind set it okay right now. Of course my emotions are a roller coaster. They go up, then they go down, then they go back up, then they go back down. I think you get the idea. I believe that is mainly because I am bipolar. Would probably be better if I get it all managed with medication. That will, MAYBE, happen a few weeks. I have a Dr’s appointment that is coming up this month. Maybe it will help me feel better. Or it will make me feel worse. I hope it makes me fill better. I would like to get things under control. Again, we will see how it goes. Wish me luck. With this doctor’s office it is all virtual. They do not have an office for you to visit.
Well, I think that is it for now. I hope everyone who reads this has a great weekend. Take Care!!
Later,
Jack
