Something I realized Today…

I am 45 going on 46, single, not very attractive, not rich (paycheck to paycheck) and will never ever meet anyone to be interested in me. Oh what a wasted 45 years. ::SAD FACE::

All I know is that I really really want to drink tonight. Mix in a few pills. Would make the night go by quicker. But nearly out of ice, so I have to make some ice. I don’t want to run to the store to get any ice. This is what happens when I put things off. ::SHRUG:: I know, I am a sad person. It is what I do and who I am. Oh well. Nothing I can do about it.