Today was raining, stormy day and it also brought on the feelings that I normally have this time of year. It is like clockwork. I suffer from depression but during the fall it only seems to intensify and today was one of those intense days. I thought about a lot of things today. Everything from my job, politics, family, or the lack thereof, money, loneliness, missing my other something terrible and being 45.
Of course I am not going to go over each one. I don’t have that much patience to type all that out and for it make sense. That’s really it. I don’t know what else I want to say. It’s time for bed, medication and fall asleep watching Forensic Files.